I was born with penile agenesis, that is to say no genitalia. I am a typical 46XY karyotype make, it's just that my leydig cells failed to produce testes from my gonads and the resultant 5aDht deficiency mean the genital tubercle never developed to form the penis. I was strapped full of anti-mullerian hormones so femininity was out of the question. But the result was I am afraid a complete action-man lookalike, a biological neuter, with no visible sex organs and no active sex drive or function. I had a fair amount of grief as a child and consequently hid myself away from society until a year ago at 44. Then, suddenly after a failed suicide, I said "What the Hell", went over the wall and walked out naked on to Brighton nudist beach. the welcome shocked me. I was instantly accepted as I am in a way only naturists could do it. From that point I never looked back, playing a leading role in naturism in Brighton and London. The London Male Naturist Meetup group even led me into the social scene which afforded me a sex life I believed was beyond me. Now I am heading for surgery to correct my disability, no longer because I am ashamed of myself. I believe my body is beautiful in an aesthetic way, but I just cannot fight any more the kind of bigotry and ridicule that comes from the vast majority of people I meet socially. But even after successful surgery sees me accepted by the bigots, I will still be WillyNilly, but with body-mods. I want to make this point and in the closing miles of my journey, I am relating my story and pictures web-wide. This was socially the worst disability any man could possibly have and I have lived through it & conquered it.

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